I'm a failure. I've been overweight all my life. It use to be just 20 then 30 now 75 lbs I could probably benefit from losing 100lbs - and that's the truth.
I am motivated in all ways of life but putting the chocolate cheese and burgers down.
I see the problem but it's hard to keep fighting it . Sometimes I have extremist behavior - and after 3 weeks I'm needing to come back to reality .which for me means being extreme in the other direction .
Dare-
Today I flushed about 30 milk chocolate covered almonds down my toilet . After eating 55 in less than 20 minutes . In my mind I was going to sit down and eat the serving size which was 9 and all I had room for according to my fitness pal..
Yeah-
My name is Alisa, and I have a problem .
I need everyone to hold be accountable . Please don't pressure me into lunch/dinner or get treats . I don't own the ability to say no. Because when you have an addiction - it takes over .
Last week I started back running Sunday Monday and Tuesday.
Enjoy the sweaty selfies
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