Dont marry...

So this weekend I had a great idea to blog about reasons to not marry someone this particular blog will not be great because I can’t remember all the great ideas I had.
DO NOT MARRY A GIRL WHO WAS RAISED IN A SINGLE PARENT HOME
Someone I am sure is wrinkling their nose at the screen saying why not ?
BUT us single parent raised women are CRAZY. You hear me. Down right dysfunctional..
I was raised in a single parent home. Not only have I not seen my father since age 12 my mother talked bad about him just about everyday. So i have a DIFFERENT perception of men , I have major trust issues, I want my “family” ( that I don’t have ) to be raised as I was raised. Meaning that when something needed done there was no waiting on daddy to get home it was do it yourself. So why wait for your signficant other to fix your car you take it to the shop. Take out the trash because who else is going to do it if you don’t. and the list may go on forever.
Somehow Justin decided that it was a good idea to marry me I tell you just about everyday I had meaningless thoughts that should not even be in the back of my head.
I realize that the relationship women have with their father sets a precedence for the future . So all of my meaningless sex adventures really comes out to not knowing my place with men . I used sex as a way to control things/ suppress things….
BUT that’s just life..