Gloomy days

A couple months ago I was having a conversation with my friend M. She was telling me what a hard time fall was for her and I asked why. She told me when the sun stops shinning, and the rain falls it makes her want to do nothing but stay in her house and wrap up. This means avoiding friends, eating her face off and binge watching TV shows .

I told M that fall was my favorite season because of all those things ( minus weight gain ). Then fall/ winter of 2014 occurred . I live in Louisiana so there aren't many days where there's no sun or  you have to stay in because of the rain.

I have felt myself slip more and more into a irritable non socializing vampire than I've been in years . I think I suffer from a bit of depression. Or either I am at this point in life that just sucks. I rather stay inside my house than go out and socialize . But also I don't have many friends who are available to socialize . Everyone has kids, husbands, some have jobs that don't allow them to have as much free time as mine allows. 

When I walk into my home I'm comfortable . I spent a lot of time on my phone or laptop. Recently watching hours of reality television until I run out of episodes .Drinking a beer to quiet my mind .Sometimes I never leave my bed. Going to church for an hour and half on Sunday night is a real task for me .
Okay...that enough of my soapbox .