Mental Flashback

What do you do when you realize you were not a sane person at a point of your life ? 

Where's the life delete button? Steve Jobs why didn't you create that?!

The other night I was putting away some pictures I had in an envelop and came across a picture of me and a guy that I believed hung the moon and the stars . (Yes I've always been this dramatic)

I can't tell you why I was so in love but he literally captivated my heart . I did stupid stuff over him ... Well just now  I realized now stupid it really was.
 

Anywho the guy knew I was head over hills in love and he could care less. I can't even tell you how many tears I shed over him.

I was friends with his sister and I think I used that as an excuse to just hang out at their house . Even though she was really one of my good friends .

The more and more I think about it to write this post I am feeling a little overwhelmed .  I really don't have any problems with the way things ended up. This guy and JMN actually turned out to be good friends ( my luck) And he is now married with beautiful children and doing really well for himself. So although I didn't end up being apart of his solar system life turned out for the better most definitely.

I really needed to just get this out my system.

EXHALE- Queue waiting to exhale