Those feelings you feel when someone you use to hangout with, hook up with, date, or were friends with what happens to them? HONESTLY They chill in the back of your mind until something significant happens.
SUCH AS
engagements
marriage
babies
etc...
In my case I was not thinking about no one else on the day I got married and engaged but I will tell you that last night when JMN told me that my past had a baby I woke up today feeling a certain way about that. WHY IS THAT.
I in no means miss or need him. But he had a kid. How wonderful and depressing at the same time. Geez we are getting old.
On another subject but simultaneously ALL OF MY EX "FRIENDS' are either married or have kids. GOD does that mean I really was a bump on the road and not important? Or I did what I was suppose to not be in the situation? WHY DO I CARE?
Mentally today I just can not take. My Fall mind set is kicking in and Geez it is still summer time.
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