Lifetime of Fatness

    

Once upon a time there was an overweight girl that hit rock bottom several times. She has been apart of many diet programs, gyms, and nothing has worked for her. This is the story of AMN.

FAT
Why must you follow me everywhere i go??? I am so sick and tired of my clothes not fitting . And wearing a undershirt to smooth our my fat. I hate the way you make me tired and unsociable. I hate not being able to shop for jeans in stores because they no longer carry cute clothes in my size. Please GO AWAY!!!

FOOD
All i want to do is love you! I want to stuff my face with fries, cheeseburgers, chocolate shakes, and Reese's. But when i enjoy you the number on the scale goes up. Why cant we just be friends.

Scale
You are not a good friend. You always put me down when i need you the most.

My list could go on and on. I am a person living with Fat. This is a disease. In the last 3 years i have successfully gained 40lbs. To lose 20 and then gain it right back. I have no idea why this keeps happening to me. Apparently shelling out money does not make me want to do anything about it faster. I have tried Weight Watchers meetings and online. I have joined Anytime fitness, participated in several group classes. I have bought a treadmill and i have even used my neighborhood as a breathe of fresh air. Now i am currently in Crossfit. Anyone ever heard of that? Well its a gym box where you have a coach that makes up workouts WODs that will make you want to die in a puddle of your own sweat.


TBC...