Letting myself go?

I am not the person I use to be.

But don't get it twisted. I was never the girl who had to be perfect when leaving the house. My personality and behind made up for the lack of personal effort. Makeup & hair have never been a big deal for me. I think the most important thing was to make sure that the visible part of my skin was moisturized .

For almost a decade I had false nails. One day I just decided I no longer wanted to do it. And that was it.

Sometimes when I see fancy wives I think, hmm. I wish I was that cool. But then I realize the insecurities they may feel when they aren't all made up, or the time it takes to get dolled up. So I'm like I rather be in bed.

The only think I regret is my massive weight gain. Which I'm trying to get off.

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